ORIGINALLY POSTED 8/3/2009

I honestly completely forgot that I even got this started... I've just recently started reading a few blogs and it reminded me of my own. I should really just think of this as a diary for myself rather than something others will see because my life is way to boring for anyone else to pay attention to...

Tonight I have a Survivors of Suicide meeting at 7. I have two and a half hours to kill before hand so I think I'll get something to eat, subway maybe and head over to Royal Oak. I brought 'Confessions of a Shopaholic' to watch on my laptop. Vince didn't have any interest in watching it so this is the best opportunity for my to watch it. I hope my laptop battery lasts... As morbid as it sounds I actually look forward to the SOS meetings on the first and third Mondays of the month. It breaks up the monotony of my life and gives me some me time without Bailey or Vince...it's just about me. And Mom.... Her birthday is this month, I've been thinking alot about her lately, I miss her and I wish Bailey could know her.

I bought my tickets for my trip to Maine in September for Pam's wedding. I'm a little nervous about traveling alone with Bailey. She has been such a handful lately I'm more than slightly worried that I won't be able to hand her by myself. I'm excited to go though! I can't wait to see all my girls and hang out with my dad. I miss them so much. I feel like I miss everything fun while I'm stuck in Michigan. I shouldn't think like that, but I do. Well, I'm just about out of time at work so I'll stop now.

Here's to an emotional evening...